why does everyone says that they are alone when in fact there are people bside , jus that those people are being neglected?! OPEN UP UR EYES AND LOOK AROUND. DOZENS AND DOZENS OF PEOPLE CARE!.

All I can do now is to ask myself , why did I even want to give you that letter? I expected something like this to happen , blur me ... Eh if you read this , you should know that it is you. I have to say whatever I said there was true but i regret telling you all those. ): Can't we be like last time? Just ignore it okay? ): call me or sms me when you get over it. ): i regret it , really.

First time in donkey years that i am feeling so ):. i cried so much. ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

i changed so much. i totally heck cared about things that i dont want to care about. Many things are going the wrong way but i think it is no use even if i try to change them again. Maybe things will get better when i ignore them. Let nature be on its own, dont try to change them. Stupid stupid i am getting more emo day by day LOL !. irony i feel it. argh bye idk what i am saying already. i ddoubt u will do anything even if u see this bye.

i guess ppl who left this world happily will be blessed in heaven. Random. I would rather stay in heaven or hell to watch ppl suffer on earth, its dam stupid even though many ppl say that its a gift to be on this world. To suffer? 80% of the time ppl are unhappy bcus they think that the things that they are having now are li shuo dan rang de. Wth learn to cherish man and stop whining.If only i learn that earlier i wont suffer so much la!. Should i get back my ear piercings?

i have so much doubts and so much fears yet i aren't able to express it. i seriously hate it when ppl who are not close to me comment on others , wth cant u keep ur comments to yourself? even if i never say anything it doens't mean that i don't mind , stop barking pls. Nothing is going right , so ya kind of irritated. DOubts Doubts and more doubts , i wana live in a dream.

i dreamt i dreamt , it was a bad dream though. It start off when i was in a supermarket with lala shopping for grocies , suddenly everyone that i hang out with appeared. I suddenly can't feel my body and felt dam lonely even though ppl are around me. Wht does this mean? Dreams do happen right , its jus that they appeared in ur brain b4 they could happen isit. Its so cold and dark here.

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